behind every broken girl..
Is a girl who only wants to be heard.. to be seen.. to be wanted.
I guess thats too much to ask for, so ive been wrong.
Goodnight stupid.
I pretend…
This breath i feel… filling my lungs, yeah thats not real.
This tingling in my body i feel for him… yeah not real…
This heart i thought only felt this way for him… again wrong„
im sick of being wrong!
I thought maybe a change of pace was what i needed…
no, a change of lifestyle is what will make it worth the while…
a change of heart,
a change of mind,
& overall a change of will……
good luck. Considering i changed all of that to fall for him.
When will i figure it out?
not today, & definetely not tomorrow… Grow up Britt…
Seriously.
i want to..
throw shit, scream out loud, tell someone (anyone) how i feel…
I want to be obnoxious, be jealous, get on someones (anyones) nerves…
I want to be cared about, loved, cherished by someone (anyone) that i cherish..
but wishing is dreaming… & dreaming is never a reality…
i forgot.
